Feeling Insignificant?

The following verse is humbling!

“Brothers and sisters, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him.” 1 Corinthians 1 26-28 NASB

“Life is a series of steps. Things are done gradually. Once in a while, there is a giant step, but most of the time we are taking small, seemingly insignificant steps on the stairway of life.” Ralph Ransom

Why did my Father make me this way? I marvel at those who can heal a broken arm, fly a jet, discuss quantum physics, and budget to the penny. Then I feel really bad about who I am and question my significance.  My talents and role in the Big Picture seem very doubtful at best. A big fat barrier to love, purpose and truth. Jesus washed dirty, smelly feet. There’s a proper attitude in love. A proper attitude in significance.

What is this feeling about? Comparing? Do I matter? What good thing do I contribute? What do I need to learn? We were all beginners at some time. It’s very helpful to have a strong, encouraging support system, but many things can keep us isolated at times. Another opportunity? Our Father made us to care for each other, encourage each other, but there are times it’s not there. Jesus went alone to pray often.

Time to prayerfully make a list. What do those I trust tell me I’m good at? What gives me joy? What comes almost effortlessly? What still small voice encourages me?  What did I love as a child?  What is my passion? No self-minimizing allowed. No comparing allowed. Put money on the back burner for now. And pray. Return to this when discouraged or feeling alone and down. Our role may change throughout our lifetimes.  

Musings

By the poet, Maggie Smith:

Expect that what you tend to will grow.

Expect that what you feed with your care and attention,

What you shine your light on will thrive.

Choose Wisely.

Today, we need to take inventory of the gifts our Father has given us so that we, others, and the kingdom may thrive. It’s there. It’s a treasure. It’s joy. Perfect peace who puts their trust in the Lord.

Prayer

Dear Father,

Thank you for who we are and what talents we use for your purpose. We stumble over feelings of being insignificant. Your son died for us, so we know we’re significant. Father, thank you for your part in your Kingdom.  Even the struggle has purpose.

Help us to seek rewards and approval from you, Father. Encourage us. Ignite us and, more importantly, remind us of your great love when feeling insignificant.

Amen.