What Do You Want?

Easter/ Resurrection Day Reflections

“What do you want me to do for you?” Jesus asked him. The blind man said, “Rabbi, I want to see.” Mark 10:51 NIV

“The Christian ideal has not been tried and found wanting; it has been found difficult and left untried.” Gilbert K. Chesterton

The blind man wanted to see. I’ve pondered Jesus’ question many times, “What do you want me to do for you?” Honestly, what do I want Jesus to do for me? Can you imagine him asking you this? I think I’d be speechless, and hopefully, humbled. Did the question I want to be forgiven come to mind? No. I hate to say it, but I sometimes treat Jesus like a genie, Santa Claus, or a magic wand.

Think of all God has given us. I have all I need and much, much more. I have a warm country home with room for my grandkids. I have love in my life. I live in a free country where I can say, move, and live as I wish. Am I wealthy? Oh! No! But the “abundant life” promised by God is mine.

I know what I want:

I want no trials, struggles, problems, or disappointments. What about forgiveness?

I want healing for others and myself. What about forgiveness?

I don’t want this person to die. What about forgiveness?

I don’t want the aches, pains, hearing loss, or vision loss of old age. What about forgiveness?

It’s all about me.

Without Jesus’ death and resurrection on the cross, I could not approach God the Father with my laundry list of complaints and gimmees. I changed my mind. I want forgiveness.

I guess that’s why we are to be thankful in all circumstances. Look at what it costs for me to come to the Throne of Grace, regardless of whether I FEEL thankful or not. It cost Jesus everything, along with abandonment, pain, blood, nakedness, and humiliation.

Musings

We are New Creations. We are made in the image of God. We are forgiven. We live forever. Thanks to God and Resurrection Day.

Prayer

Dear Father,

You nailed shame to the cross. You make us walk in “newness of life.” You tell us to “come boldly to the Throne of Grace,” for all our needs and wants. We can do this because we are forgiven because of the unfathomable work of the Cross. Thank you.

In Your Son’s name,

Amen.

Published by Barbara Hinther

Barbara Hinther author of Meditations and Encouragement for the Caregiver of a Loved One with Dementia and What About Me, God. Time to share what she has learned and hopefully, others will know they are not alone. This too, shall pass with beautiful, yet painful, lessons. Barbara lives in a rural town in Idaho where all is community. Bless everyone in the community for their support and their never-ending let’s pitch in attitude! She worked in marketing for over 30 years and volunteered with the Idaho Youth Ranch and St. Vincent’s de Paul Thrift Store. Then her hardest job ever was caring for her husband who died from Lewy body dementia and needed her full-time care. Feelings of abandonment were constant. Life was very difficult for a while, but love, faith and hope will overcome. Let the adventure continue!

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